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[October 15 2009 9pm]
Life moves too fast sometimes. And yet, I don't feel old. It doesn't feel like life is moving along that fast. I know that makes little to no sense, but I feel like things are just moving along too quickly. Not for me though, just in general. I'm 24 years old. In no way am I ready to get married and luckily, my boyfriend understands that. He was just engaged last year and he had been ready for that thing, but the slutface cheated on him. But that's besides the point. Anyway, I have 5 friends that are engaged. 5 of my friends from high school that I'm still close with. And I'm in 3 of those weddings. Maid of honor for 2, if not 3.

I guess I just don't get how everyone is ready. Some of them have been together for 3 or 4 years and yeah, I understand that they want to take the next step, but none of them are really financially ready for it. I'm definitely not the kind of person to give people money advice since I'm...absolutely terrible with money, but I just feel like so many people are jumping right into marriage because they think it's the best thing to do. I'm so happy for my friends, I seriously am. They're happily in love and most of them are awesome couples. But...they're struggling with money and fighting about money already. Do they think it's going to get easier when they have a wedding, a honeymoon and a house/apartment to pay for?

There are times when I'm too emotional and times when I'm too logical. I guess I'm being too logical right now. And I also guess part of it is jealousy. I don't want to be married right now because I'm not ready to plan a wedding, financially or emotionally. But getting text message pictures of engagement rings and wedding bands and hearing all about wedding planning does get me a little jealous.

What the fuck is wrong with me? And what was the point of this?

[June 09 2009 9pm]
tommy (9:44:08 PM): so...
me (9:44:13 PM): so?
tommy (9:44:14 PM): i did something really embarrassing
me (9:44:16 PM): what?
tommy (9:44:30 PM): i got home from work and i heard screaming
tommy (9:44:55 PM): and i was like wtf. not like fighting but just screaming. so i freaked out and i called 911 and the operator was like i hear it too
tommy (9:45:34 PM): so 4 cops show up in seconds and they're like... that's the sound of frogs mating
me(9:45:36 PM): and i was like... what?



I love my friends.

[June 08 2009 3pm]
Sometimes I just get so fed up with rp.

Stolen from [info]posner and [info]kbot [May 27 2009 3pm]
Give me one of my characters and one of yours and I'll tell you how they end up together and what their first-born is like, I might even give you a PB.

[May 26 2009 12pm]
My mom yells at me to save money and bitches they don't have a job and now she's trying to convince me to take a trip to Australia to visit my friends that I met while I was studying there. Who knew I'd be the voice of reason? I'd obviously KILL to go back and airfare is so low right now but really? Is it the time? I think not.

I miss it :(

[May 18 2009 9pm]
Every freaking semester, I show up to school on the wrong day. God.

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